Frustration is Setting in

My attempts at spinning have been fairly disappointing to me so far. Nothing seems to be working right/clicking for me yet. I don't know whether I want to keep trying or just throw in the towel for the time being and maybe try again later in the summer. Not an easy decision, but I don't have the time(and energy) or $ for any sort of lessons right now, and I'm not so sure I can learn this on my own now.